January 18, 2013

An eerie calm

I tend to panic. It’s not a good thing, but it happens.

Thankfully, I already went through my panic stage for the Clearwater Halfathon. My panicking usually happens closer to a race, so this is kind of strange for me. The race is Sunday, and I have an eerie calm about me.

So why am I so calm?

  •  I know I can do this. I can run 13.1 miles. Even if I didn’t run for a few weeks around Christmas and the new year, I’m still quite capable. Why? Runners don't lose much V02 max over a 10-day period of inactivity. And if you have to miss two weeks, it only reduces it by 6%. Thanks to Julie, I know this and feel so much better. I love her (not in a weird way … don’t be scared, Julie).
  • I’ve done this five times before.
  • It does involve big, scary bridges, but the Holiday Halfathon did, too (but not as big and not as scary). Guess what? I actually liked the bridges in that race. It broke up the race. It was something different. It was a challenge. That’s a good thing. 
  • I'm running mile 11 for my friend, Linda. I've dubbed it "Mile Linda" (sounds better than mile 11, right?). She's been on bed rest during a good deal of her pregnancy. No matter what, that is difficult; but, Linda is a runner, too. So I'm running the 11th mile (her favorite number) in her honor.
  • I’m really looking forward to the Rock ‘n’ Roll Half Marathon in St. Pete and view that as my “A” race this year. I love that race. This race will be a build up to that.
  • When it comes down to it, it’s only a race. It’s not life or death. I’d love to finally beat my best time, but if I don’t, there’s always another race. It’s not that I’m not taking it seriously or that I don’t want to do well, but on the “what’s-important-in-life” scale, it’s not at the top.
Do you panic before races (or any big events)? Or are you more rational than me? I hope so.

11 comments:

  1. I was really nervous before my first half-marathon but now I'm super calm before a race. Probably because I don't put any pressure on myself time-wise and just run for fun... Enjoy the race, you can totally do this!!!

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    1. Good advice to run for fun! It definitely should be fun. Why do it otherwise?

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  2. LOL. I think I'd panic a little. I practically peed my pants for my little zombie run. I am doing Dirty Girl next month. Squee!

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  3. Hey Jina, I just came to your blog from the Tampa Bay Bloggers Facebook group. I had no idea there was a half happening this weekend in Clearwater but it sounds like it should be fun! Its so nice of you to dedicate a mile of your race to a friend who cant run at the moment. When I am running and want to give up I always think of those who wish they could run but cant for one reason or another. I haven't ran an organized race since my cross country days in high school, but I look forward to the Gasparilla 5k in February. Good luck on Sunday!

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    1. Thanks for stopping by! I like to think of those who can't run when I'm struggling, too. It definitely makes me appreciate running more. I'm thinking about a Gasparilla race, but I haven't decided yet.

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  4. Don't panic! You'll do great at the Clearwater race! Just take those bridges steady and let gravity take you down at the other end! ;)

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  5. I was a wreck before Steamtown so I get it! You will be fine and you're going to do AMAZING!! Good luck & have fun!!!

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  6. I'm always worried about sleeping in and being late (or not even MAKING) a race! I feel ya!

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  7. I am late to the comment party but I hope the race went well! I have zero doubt that the race was anything less an amazing! Can't wait to read your recap! Thanks for the mention! I do tend to panic in the days leading up to the race, I think its pretty common. You ability to take a breath and just go probably served you so well today. Can't wait to hear about it!

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  8. I'm sure you will do fantastic on this race! Good luck! Can't wait to read the recap :)

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